Dream
Last night i dreamed with you.
I was waiting for you to come.
I was waiting for you to meet you.
I've waited for you to see you.
You appeared... i just had nothing to say.
I lost... I lost my mind.
I was pretty nervous.
I was pretty chickenshit (if that makes sense)
My heart.. My heart almost explote...
I just hugged you.
I didnt see your face.
I didnt see you.
I just hugged you.
I hugged you with all my heart.
I hugged with all i have.
I hugged so strong.
I hugged you..i hugged you with my soul.
I couldnt speak. I couldnt say a word to you.
I couldnt see how were you.
Now that i'm thinking i was selfish.
I wanted what i wanted.
But that hug.. it was something..
it was something real.
i was giving you my life in that hug.
im feeling so lonely..
I cannot remember what was your reaction.
I just thought about me.
It was special. i know it was special.
That dream was something.. It was something way too real.
I'm so lonely inside.. i just miss you. i really miss you.
how many times did you forgive me?.
How many times did i fuck up?
How many times did i say the word: I'm sorry?.
How many times did i screw up?.
How many times did you cry?.
I wish i could forgive me.. I wish i could change.
No matter what i do for you, by anytime i'll screw up.
How many times did i say "i love you"?
But i really, really feel something.
I just wonder how i really feel.
I just wonder why should i feel this for you?.
Should i feel like this for you?.
That dream.. That dream was something way too real.
